Category: Writers Block
No cure
There is no cure, for this ache in my soul,
The pain coming in waves, slowly taking it’s tole,
I try to be good I really do,
no matter how hard I try, it’s not enough in someone’s view,
So what do I do to fill this void,
slowly beginning to destroy,
So where do the answers lie,
I’d try to ask you, but you’ve gone and lied,
To hurt too laugh, to angry to cry,
So many scars you’ve left behind,
and still I want nothing more then to press rewind,
Because of you, I can seem to trust no one,
It doesn’t matter now, the damage is done,
The bitter pills I’ve been given to swallow,
the instructions on the bottle I try to follow,
With this pain I try to cope,
trying not to fall off of the tight rope,
The tightrope that is my life,
my body seeming to sway with the winds strife,
The pain that slices ever so deep,
Will always seem to be mine to keep,
My rope wanting to snap, not wanting to hold, wanting to crack,
The words I say to people, always wrong, always feeble,
I blame you for not teaching me how to say the right things,
How I say words, wrongness they bring,
So how do I do this, how do I go on?
How do I deal with the fact that you are gone?
So many times you hurt me until I could not fight back,
Emotionally berated me until I finally cracked,
And yet through all this mess,
I still miss the times we had never the less,
I’ll continue on with this ache in my soul,
watching it take it’s unbending tol,
I hope one day it will subside,
And to my own wishes, I can finally abide,
And you will be where you always have,
Along with what is good, along with what is bad,
Why you did what you did, I’ll never know,
Was there some kind of control you had to show?
was it that you wanted to stop me from trying to grow?
I guess from you, I’ll never know,
With this pain that never stops I shall try and deal,
Carry the burden, and try to heal,
I am certain that is because of other’s, and people like you,
That I wish I never knew the things I learned were true,
The scars that you have created have uncovered a vaccuous whole,
And there is no cure for this ache in my soul.
nice poem
thanks
I like it too.
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